Legend of Dream God in a Little Dream

Chapter 429: Living like someone else is stupid

Just like a person's performance will show what he has learned, a person is made up of the components of multiple people combined into a new carrier.

Unfortunately, if he cannot judge right from wrong, his behavior will become very chaotic.

The shaping of a person depends on the people around him. This is the origin of the saying "Birds of a feather flock together." A person's character will be determined by his growing environment.

Just like a child (note: cough, me), who grows up in a very depressing environment, he will most likely have a very depressed mentality.

How can I describe a child who gets scolded for breaking a bowl? It's very sad, because what he cares about is not the bowl itself, but the behavior of the person who breaks the bowl. Even if it is unintentional, the bowl is still broken.

Therefore, the people in this environment will train him to become the next one, but he doesn't want to do that. He knows it's not right.

However, this kind of opposition was regarded as ignorant and was met with cold stares.

He also asked himself whether he should go with the flow, just like Zengjun in the story whether he should become a celestial being and go along with the crowd if he was in heaven.

But it is obvious that Zengjun in the story is making the choice he wants most, but life will not pity a child, so dreams are dreams, and that child will still live in the way he thinks is right.

"Yes, I also know that you are excellent. After all, you are now the chosen one of heaven. We are no longer the same," Zengjun opened his eyes and looked at Xisuo and said.

"So, you also recognize me? Although it is natural, your recognition makes me feel it is a kind of irony, just like I have climbed to the top with great difficulty, but you have been here for a long time, and then said to me: You just got here?" Yusuo looked at Zengjun and said, tightly gripping the spear in his hand.

"Well, you're right. Regarding our relationship, I would indeed say this," Zengjun nodded.

But in Zengjun's understanding of Xisuo, this sentence meant that Zengjun was waiting for him.

"So, you want to be my enemy too?" Yusuo looked at Zengjun with some embarrassment. After all, Zengjun's meaning was very vague, but Zengjun's position at this time was so clear.

"You are so smart, you will definitely understand. Oh~ no, you have already understood it, right?" Zengjun said to Xisuo in a teasing manner.

Both sides know what this joke means. Isn't standing on opposite sides of each other the most powerful answer?

"What about your wings? Where did they come from? At least, let me understand how my enemy grew up." Yusuo pointed his spear at Zengjun and said.

"Well~ let me think about it, it's not that difficult, it's just repeated breaking of bones and tendons, the unknown of paying a price even though you know there is nothing, and that state of mind that you have never experienced before," Zeng Jun said simply.

Zengjun expressed the hardships along the way in an ordinary way, just like a few big words explaining a sad past: there was a great famine and people ate each other.

Yusuo listened carefully to Zengjun's explanation. Every sentence was a higher challenge to himself. Just like he could walk today, the requirement for the next day was to learn to run.

The next step is to gain a reputation that others care about.

"Have you done all of these?" Yu Suo asked knowingly. After all, the person in front of him was Zeng Jun, who had come this far through hardships and tribulations.

"Not entirely. After all, there are all kinds of people along the way, and they are also teaching me in their own ways," Zengjun said, shaking his head.

"These are just ordinary words. They have helped me, and I owe them. What they desire is true peace in this world," Zeng Jun said calmly, as if these were external possessions, yet a real burden.

"Do you live for them?" After a moment of silence, Yusuo thought.

"Well~ I don't know about that. I only know that I am myself, and I am not someone else." Zengjun answered, looking into Tiaosou's eyes.

"It's just that there is another question that I haven't figured out. Maybe you can answer it for me." Zengjun looked into the eyes of Tiaosou, in which his own reflection was reflected.

"Tell me, let me hear it. At your current level, what kind of question can stump you?" Xiaosuo asked Xiang Zengjun mockingly with a smile.

"Well~ Is the person in front of me Yusuo, or Yusuo, the chosen one?" Zengjun asked his question.

It's like meeting an old friend again, but there is no longer the same feeling as before. Everyone is growing up and is no longer themselves.

I remember an article called "猹" (note: it could also be "From Baicao Garden to Sanwei Book House")

The character Runtu in the story only has one sentence: Master.

This broke the friendship that Mr. Lu Xun had always believed in.

Therefore, Zengjun asked Yusuo whether he was the same person as before, just like Mr. Lu Xun asked Runtu: Are you still the same sharp-witted Runtu?

So for the same question, their answers are likely to be similar.

As to whether Runtu is still Runtu, the question itself has the answer. Runtu is of course still Runtu. After all, even if he lives under a different name, he is still Runtu.

Or in other words, even if he doesn't have a name, he still represents this person.

Well, the flounder remains the same.

Is it still a flounder? This question is different.

Runtu knew his past and knew that he was a melon-guarding civet caterpillar.

But Yusuo didn't know about his past. Apart from those skills that he had mastered by heart, he didn't know what his past self was like.

And now, there is a person in front of me who has memories of my past. Should I learn about my past self from him?

Should I live in the past?

He didn't know, because he didn't remember what he was like in the past. Was he naughty, bad, righteous, or tenacious? He didn't know.

After all, it was as if he had never lived. It was like when he looked back on his past, what could he remember except for a few scattered memories?

Therefore, this question is unsolvable for 負負. Of course 負負 is 負負, but why is 負負 still 負負? Name? Is this the basis?

If the fish is not the fish, then who is the fish? If I am not myself, then who am I?

No answer…

In other words, waiting for someone else to give what he thinks is the answer, and looking at yourself from the eyes of others, you can only see a messy and incomplete self. After all, some people's praise is false, and some people's criticism is selfish.

These questions are inherently difficult to answer, and it is difficult to come up with real answers on your own.

So, is it really right to live like someone else?

Then by the same token, does Yusou need to understand himself in the air?