Legend of Dream God in a Little Dream

Chapter 288 The Origin of Bad Kids (9)

However, Carly's first why was when she asked why he wanted to deceive his brother.

He should have also told Star that it was fun out there or something.

However, after Latien's explanation, Carly still nodded obediently as usual. In Carly's heart, Latien was always right.

It is right to cover up Star and it is also right to deceive Star.

Two years ago~

Eighteen-year-old Carly started to go out to adjust the outer three pillars, and Tara accompanied Carly.

At this time, Star was seventeen years old. Five more years had passed, and during these five years, a lot of his heart had been worn away.

He tried to understand many things in his own way, but he still didn't know that there was such a thing as a mother in this world.

There seemed to be a barrier between those various male and female attendants, and they would not say anything when they met.

It's like two different species are stuffed into a cage, each living their own life without disturbing each other.

In this case, the possibility of Star imagining the role of mother does not exist at all.

He didn't even think about how he got there. When he asked Lai Zhuoen before, Lai Zhuoen said very seriously: I picked it up from the trash can.

It was such a simple answer that Star still remembers it today and never doubts it.

When Star has free time, he goes to the fish pond to feed the fish. There is a fish pond built behind the house for Star to use for entertainment.

The only drawback is that it is a little far away, but Star always enjoys going there after class.

Step in the shallow fish pond and feel the fish swimming.

There are many fish in the fish pond, but in Star's eyes, they are all called fish because they all have fish bones.

Star sat by the fish pond with his feet soaked in it. There were lotus flowers in the pond and some fish were hiding under the lotus flowers.

It is resting under the lotus as if avoiding the sun.

In Star's left hand was a small box containing some black, fertile soil and a dozen wriggling earthworms.

These earthworms were prepared by Star's twelve-year-old maid, who had been with Star for five years.

During these five years, Star never made things difficult for the maid, which made her life pretty good.

At least, you don’t have to worry about tomorrow being different from today.

However, Star's personality changed a lot at a very early age.

Since the day Noqi left, Sta spoke less and less and became more and more silent.

When the world abandoned Star, Star also abandoned them. But it’s not quite the case. After all, poor Star didn’t know that the real world was outside the high walls.

It seemed to lead to freedom, but what was freedom? Star had never thought about it. Perhaps freedom for him meant eating whenever he wanted and practicing martial arts whenever he wanted.

Otherwise, if he didn't want to do his homework, he wouldn't do it. However, Stan never fell behind in his homework, as if he was very well behaved. But this was not entirely due to Latien's credit, but because he himself understood that he needed this.

At the same time, Star can go to bed whenever he wants, but he goes to bed late every day. Maybe he stays in his room at six in the afternoon, but he usually thinks about problems that he can't figure out until late at night.

For example, why is Stah, why can't he be someone else, why can't others be Stah, and what should Stah do so that he will no longer be Stah?

That is: change.

But, if a person changes, is he still the same person as before?

This depends on the perspective. From the perspective of the name, no matter how he changes, he is still himself.

Just like he eats watermelon today and peach tomorrow, but what he is eating is always himself.

But from the perspective of changes, Star is no longer Star.

In the past, Star used playing as an entertainment activity, and being angry with Tara and Ledo was considered a bonus.

Just like when Sta smashed the melon to question Noji, he asked Noji: Everyone has a name.

To Star, this seemed like a joke, since after all, people are born with a name.

But now when Star reminisces about that girl, in Star's heart, that girl has left this world for five years, although Latten said there is a 50% chance of seeing her again.

However, this world is so small for Star. If he could really see her again, why didn't he see her again after searching the entire palace?

Except for one place that Star was not allowed to enter, Star had searched everywhere in the palace.

Star thinks now: it was nothing more than a promise to deceive a child that would not be fulfilled.

Star still feels this way now, but as Latien once said, as you grow up, you will gradually become less concerned about the past.

But what Levitra never explained was that the past did not diminish with time, but rather expanded his capacity to accept it.

Yes, Levitra never said that.

Ledoyan only said half of the words and deliberately concealed them. Gradually, Star would understand those half-said words: it turned out that Ledoyan had already given explanations for many, many things.

The answer to a question was announced, but the person who copied it would not know the origin of the answer.

Star is like the person who copied homework. Yes, he did gradually understand what Ledoen once said, such as he would understand it when he grows up.

However, Star still doesn't understand why. Why is this answer this way? Why can't it be another answer? Are other answers necessarily wrong?

Star didn't know, just like he was lonely, no one here could tell him why the answer was written like this and how it came about.

But what does young Star know? Those things that have passed and cannot be passed will eventually pass.

Like time will dilute everything or something, no one jumped out to tell Star: Yes, time will dilute everything, but they will say that the time has not come yet for the things that have not been diluted.

However, all these seemed to have passed quietly, and now Star was even more lonely, and no one knew where Tara and Carly had gone.

Star also thought: Did they go to the place that Star was not allowed to go?

Otherwise, why couldn't Star see them?

That’s right, that’s what Starta thought. The place he was not allowed to go to must contain many secrets.

The place that Star was not allowed to go was a big door, which was like a gap in a high wall.

But it seemed so reasonable there.

Star's longing for that place became stronger as he grew older, and it seemed that the cage here could no longer contain him.