I was a concubine in Legend of Zhen Huan

Chapter 183 Su Peisheng (12)

An Lingrong is still in the stage of being attached to her parents. Even when her life was the most difficult, she did not forget to send things back to her mother.

When An Lingrong suddenly found out that her father was killed by a gangster and her mother hanged herself, she was in pain and confusion.

She was determined to be a superior person, to lead her mother to live a good life, and to help her father. Why? Why did the accident come so unexpectedly?

Moreover, apart from the emotional grief, what would her future path in the palace be?

When An Bihuai was alive, although she was a minor official, she was still the daughter of a minor official. But now that An Bihuai was gone, her status became even lower.

What made An Lingrong even more panic was that without An Bihuai, would Eunuch Su still help her as before? If Eunuch Su no longer helped her, what should she do?

When Su Peisheng killed An Bihuai, out of consideration for An Lingrong, he also considerately portrayed An Bihuai's death as a malicious revenge by the bandits on the hill where he was suppressing bandits.

So, An Bihuai also died for the country. In addition, An's mother also committed suicide along with An's father, and the emperor happened to be somewhat fond of An Lingrong recently, so he promoted An Lingrong to Anpin under the instigation of Su Peisheng.

But despite being promoted to Concubine An, the Emperor has been visiting An Lingrong's palace less and less frequently recently.

The reason is that Fat Ju just treats An Lingrong as a toy for entertainment.

His original intention was to amuse himself with An Lingrong, but now An Lingrong's parents have all passed away, and it will be difficult for her to put on a smiling face and please him in a short period of time.

Once a pet loses its function of entertaining its owner, it will naturally be abandoned like a worn-out shoe.

An Lingrong was of course aware of this, but she had no choice. At this point in time, whether out of moral sentiment or out of courtesy and justice, she had to do this.

If she forced herself to smile and win favor at this time, she might only make Fatty Ju hate her even more, and make others think she was a heartless person.

So, she could only remain silent again.

At this time, Zhen Huan, after being spanked by Cui Guo and forced to kneel in the long street, has rekindled her will to win favor. While praying in the Plum Garden, with butterflies dancing, Wanpin is favored again.

While Zhen Huan was busy playing hard to get and playing fair with the Emperor, Su Peisheng felt as if he was struck by lightning.

"Lingrong, do you know what you are doing?" Su Peisheng's brain almost shut down as he looked at the delicate hands that were wrapped around him.

Su Peisheng chose to kill An Bihuai at that time because he felt that An Lingrong had already had some vision and her personality was almost reshaped at that time. She had his secret help and the emperor's favor at that time. Even if she lost her family at this point, she should be able to hold on.

In the subsequent teaching, An Lingrong also behaved normally. Who could have expected that after half a year, she would do such a thing to herself.

An Lingrong certainly knew what she was doing: "Pei Sheng, I know exactly what I am doing. My father and mother are both gone, and I know very well how sincere the emperor is to me. There is no one else in this world like you, who cares about my well-being, provides me with food and clothing, teaches me the truth, and cares about me, takes care of me, and cherishes me like a teacher and a father. I love you."

Although An Lingrong is no longer as sensitive as before, she lacks love and a sense of security deep down.

Her confession to Su Peisheng was a mixture of truth and falsehood.

An Lingrong really knows how to be prepared for danger in times of peace. The Queen saw that she was a hopeless case and had half given up on her; when she and Zhen Huan formed a group, she had offended Concubine Hua, and the shadow that Concubine Hua had cast on her was really big, so An Lingrong had never thought of joining Concubine Hua; she was also drifting away from Zhen Huan and the others...

Therefore, she can only hold on to Su Peisheng as a life-saving straw.

It's just that she has no power or influence. Ever since they became close, Su Peisheng has been the one who has been helping the poor unilaterally. Apart from this trick, An Lingrong really can't think of any other way to tie Su Peisheng down.

Moreover, after she came up with this idea, she actually had no intention of resisting it. Thinking about her current husband, Pangju, they were about the same age and had similar looks. Su Peisheng even looked more handsome than Pangju. But Su Peisheng treated her much better than Pangju did...

It is no exaggeration to say that they are as different as heaven and earth.

Before Su Peisheng helped her, Pangju almost didn't care about her life or death, and only used her as a concubine for fun. When Concubine Hua tortured her, Pangju watched from the side without even saying a word of pleading.

Su Peisheng was different. He would pick out a lot of jewelry for me that suited me. He knew that he didn't like Juqing that Zhen Huan gave him, so he helped me transfer Juqing to another place. He also completely turned Baojuan into someone who was only loyal to him. He knew that he not only lacked daily necessities but also didn't have much cash to spend. Every time Su Peisheng came to teach, he would either bring me some things I needed or give me banknotes...

To be honest, Fat Ju is far worse than Su Peisheng.

This was the first time in An Lingrong's life that someone treated her well with sincerity and without asking for anything in return.

I really have nothing to repay you for, so I pledge my love to you with my body.

So, when the emperor was only concerned with playing pure love with Zhen Huan, An Lingrong finally plucked up the courage and hugged Su Peisheng shyly and nervously.

Su Peisheng was really unprepared when he heard An Lingrong's confession, which was a revealing statement from her heart.

He was completely stunned when An Lingrong hugged him.

After all, he helped An Lingrong only because she was another self in another world.

Su Peisheng himself has gained enough wealth, power, love and tolerance along the way. If he is able, he certainly wants to make An Lingrong in other worlds live a better life.

He is now almost a man at the top, with everything he wants. He never thought about getting anything in return for helping An Lingrong.

He took it for granted that this was a fact, but he did not consider that An Lingrong would be upset.

After experiencing the welfare traps of the Queen and Zhen Huan in the deep palace, An Lingrong now understands that there is no free lunch in the world.

Therefore, when Su Peisheng appeared in her life again as a savior, An Lingrong subconsciously felt that she should give something in exchange.