Chapter 746 She is being mean
Chapter 746 She is being mean
"The main thing is that every time I see Rong'er showing him that servile, fawning smile, I feel like she's being a slut...
Huo Jiuzhou had clearly hurt her so many times in the past, but she still didn't learn her lesson and kept leaning on him again and again.
This makes me feel that the things I have done for her seem childish and ridiculous.
How can I describe it to you?
Just like a pot of flowers that I have raised for a long time, I take good care of it every day, watering and fertilizing it.
It is indeed for her to bloom in front of people, but not for her to give fragrance to everyone.
Perhaps it's because there have been too many excellent suitors around her recently, which makes me feel an unprecedented sense of crisis and insecurity.
That's why I transfer my anxiety and fear of loss to Rong'er."
At this point, Xie Yixiu finally understood.
He is not jealous, he is just typically insecure!
Because of a lack of security, love turns into resentment, and dark thoughts grow in the heart, which is why they say so many irrelevant things.
It turned out that all the explanations Shi Rong had given him before were in vain, and all the things he had planned for him were also in vain.
"hour…"
However, Xie Yixiu was not the only one who heard Shi Yang's incoherent explanation.
Before the man could open his mouth to scold him for his momentary confusion, the door of the second bedroom was suddenly pushed open from the outside, interrupting what he was about to say.
"Really? Shi Yang, you and I are siblings, and you've been by my side for 23 years. So this is how you've viewed me from the beginning to the end?"
Shi Rong's unexpected appearance not only dealt them a heavy blow, but also caused the two men to become a mess in an instant.
"No, it's not like that! Yan'er, listen to me..."
Shi Yang was completely anxious. He rushed over and tried to grab Shi Rong's clenched fists, but she dodged him by taking three steps back.
Xie Yixiu walked out the door, looked around, made sure no one else was there, closed the door, and locked it three times.
Then he ran to Shi Rong and helped Shi Yang to persuade him with kind words.
"Shi Rong, listen to what Brother Yi Xiu has to say. It's not like you don't know your brother. He just couldn't think straight and got stuck in the wrong situation.
But this doesn't mean that this is his true words. You know he has a big mouth. When he gets impulsive, he dares to say anything.
But this is only temporary. When he realizes his mistake, he will understand. Isn't this what he does every time?
When you can't figure it out, no one can persuade you, but when you admit your mistakes and apologize, you are more sincere than anyone else. What do you think? "
When Xie Yixiu was saying these words to Shi Yang, the little woman's beautiful, calm eyes were always staring at Shi Yang.
In those clear pupils, there was not a trace of the expected disappointment, anger and blame, but only helpless indifference and alienation.
It was as if he was re-examining this man who always considered him and took care of everything for him; this man who worked hard and accompanied her for 23 years; this man who was always at the forefront no matter what happened to her.
How true is the love for her?
"Yes, Brother Yi Xiu, you are right. How could I not understand Shi Yang?"
It was precisely because she understood him so well that she felt even more sad when she heard him say such words with her own ears.
"Xiao Er, I...I was wrong. I really know I was wrong. I was wrong, okay? Please don't be like this, okay?"
Even when Shi Yang made a huge mistake in front of Shi Rong, she would just laugh it off.
First give him a lecture, then while cursing him, help him clean up the mess in the most effective way.
But there has never been a time like now, when I looked at him with the eyes of a stranger.
This made Shi Yang feel frightened and scared. He also knew very well that this was Shi Rong's subconscious reaction every time he felt hurt.
"Since you can't figure it out, let's make it clear once and for all."
Shi Rong did not respond to Shi Yang's words, but calmly took off his long arms that were hugging her shoulders.
"Shi Yang, I once told you very clearly that I have no plans to marry anyone in this life, including Huo Jiuzhou.
This has nothing to do with whether I can have children or not. I simply think that I am not suitable for a relationship.
Because no one can accept me and treat me well like you do.
I also said that if you are willing, I can stay with you and Miao Miao as your sister for the rest of my life. I don't want you to be branded as someone who 'treats you not to your own sister'.
Therefore, even if there is no proper process, as long as I have you, Miaomiao, and grandma, the rest of my life will be happy and perfect.
No matter how much you believe what I said, I am grateful for your courage at that time. You were able to divorce Sang Si Ning without hesitation for my sake.
If I were not the legitimate daughter of the Ying family, not the executive president of Yingqi Group, not the legal representative of Yinglongtang, and not the head of the Ying family.
My life shouldn't be like this now, helpless and sad.
I don't need to submit to men every night who I don't want to be close to, and be said to be "offering fragrance to men".
In fact, next time, you can change to a more direct way of saying it and just say that I am fickle."
"No! Rong'er, brother didn't mean that. You have to believe me!"
Shi Yang hugged the little woman in his arms like crazy and refused to let go.
Only now did he realize that Shi Rong had explained to him in detail the reasons for doing everything before.
She was afraid that he would misunderstand, and even more afraid that he would think too much.
It's just that he is only concerned about his own feelings at the moment and has long forgotten all about them.
After these words were spoken, not only Shi Yang, the person involved, but even Xie Yixiu felt ashamed for him. Isn't this exactly what he meant by his words?
Shi Rong was not exaggerating at all.
"That's right, Huo Jiuzhou treated me like that in the past, and even now, I still hang out with him all day long.
I even threw my virginity into it, I was really being a bitch.”
Shi Rong showed no mercy and pushed Shi Yang's hot chest away with all his strength.
"I should have resisted, I should have run away, I should have turned against him, giving him more opportunities to embarrass me and the Ying family.
It would be better to lock me up so that I can’t go back to East City, save Wa Lu, and take away the remaining half of my life.
Shi Yang, is this the situation you want to see?
For so many years, the extreme tug-of-war between Huo Jiuzhou and I, from the moment I fell in love with him, had already become an irreparable mistake.
I am trying my best to make amends and let you and the Ying family become more powerful until the day when you can compete with him. I admit that I am despicable and shameless.
I was taking advantage of his belated affection and trust in me, and trying every possible way to make him and the Huo family back down from the idea of marrying me.
But this has absolutely nothing to do with being a jerk.”
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