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Chapter 177 Jiang Jintong Chapter 20

If one were to make this feeling concrete, it would be that Jiang Jintong wanted to smile at Xie Luo as soon as she saw her, and wanted to look at her and hear her voice all the time.

This feeling is not particularly strong, but it is real.

Jiang Jintong was chatting with Xie Luo slowly, but suddenly noticed the wound on her hand: "Xiao Luo...what happened to your wound?"

“… ….”

Xie Luo did not put his hands behind his back because that would be too deliberate.

"Nothing, I just got bit by a dog accidentally, hahahaha, I should tease puppies less next time."

"Is that so?"

Jiang Jintong no longer worried about the wound on her hand. He had never come into contact with creatures like cats and dogs, so he didn't know what the wounds from cat and dog bites looked like.

The weather has been cloudy all day, and it has been cloudy recently. There was a light drizzle in the afternoon, but the rain is getting heavier now, as if foreshadowing something.

Finally, there was a loud rumble in the sky and the first thunder sounded.

Jiang Jintong lowered his eyes, knowing that he should chase the man away.

Although his stress response is not as strong as his daytime personality, trembling and confusion are inevitable.

After all, they are the same person. The thunderstorms that the first personality fears and hates are also hated by him.

"Small... ...!"

There was another thunder in the sky, interrupting what Jiang Jintong was about to say.

The page of the book in his hand was tightly clenched, and because he was too nervous, it was torn apart with a "hiss", and the other half of the page was held in his hand, with several more wrinkles.

He turned his face away, trying not to let the other person notice that he was different.

But at this moment Jiang Jintong could no longer utter a word. He bit his lower lip tightly and tried hard to fight against his body's instinct.

After experiencing the personality during the day, Xie Luo could easily tell that the other party was trembling.

Because they were not far away from each other, and she actually had some experience, she quickly noticed the other person's nervousness and trembling.

Trembling is the body's instinct and cannot be avoided.

... ...It seems that both brothers are afraid of thunder. Maybe this is something that twins have in common?

But compared to the man who reacted strongly to the thunderstorm during the day, the man in front of him was more stable.

Xie Luo could see that he had been forcibly suppressing his trembling and trying hard to remain calm.

If the person during the day made people feel distressed, then the person in front of Xie Luo gave people a sense of maturity and peace of mind.

Like an obedient little adult.

For Jiang Jintong, the metaphor of little adult is quite appropriate for him at this moment.

After all, no matter how hard young people try to pretend to be calm, they still can't avoid trembling and fear, and they have a few different emotions than usual.

On weekdays, young people don’t express their emotions very much, and they always seem to have a gentle smile on their face.

And now, Xie Luo could vaguely glimpse a hint of truth in the young man.

There was another loud "boom" of thunder, and Jiang Jintong clenched the pages of the book in his hand again.

The pages of the book were already torn and even had four holes poked by his fingertips, making it look very pitiful.

But he himself knew nothing about this and still pursed his lips to pretend to be calm.

At this time, Xie Luo really thought that he was cute and funny, although this was a perception that should not appear on the other person.

Since both brothers are so afraid of thunder, why don't they buy earplugs? That would be better than just enduring it.

This is what she thought and asked.

After all, this question shouldn't be considered too out-of-bounds: "Since you're all so afraid of thunder, why don't you buy something to plug your ears? Then you won't be able to hear the thunder, right?"

“… ….”

Jiang Jintong couldn't answer Xie Luo because his mind was full of thunder and he couldn't calm down at all.

He seemed calm, but his body's instinct of fear and disgust had already overwhelmed his so-called rationality.

No matter how rational a person is, he cannot overcome the shadow in his heart.

Because of the existence of shadows, fear will become the body's instinct, and instincts are often difficult to control.

Xie Luo walked up to him and did not try to ease his fear like he did with his personality during the day.

She just looked at Jiang Jintong quietly, waiting for the young man to speak.

Maybe she could indeed be of help in some way, but for the person in front of her, it might not be a good idea to rashly do something that crossed the line.

It was because she was relatively familiar with Jiang Jintong that she could not easily make any intimate gestures.

Because the other party may not like it.

He seems gentle and close to me, but in fact he is quite distant and has a strong sense of boundaries on certain things.

The two of them would chat and get along like friends. The other party would even intentionally or unintentionally narrow the distance between them, but there was always a faint sense of boundary.

He always thought of Xie Luo as the Xie Luo of the past, but at certain moments he would suddenly wake up and feel very melancholy.

This melancholy and sense of loss from the past is that faint sense of alienation.

Because at that time Jiang Jintong knew that the person in front of him was not Xie Luo. She had changed, and he had changed too. No matter how hard they tried to piece together the childhood affection, it could never go back to the past.

What's more, this is their current situation.

Cheating, concealing, and making the best of a bad situation.

Once there is deception in a relationship, it is difficult to turn back.

Jiang Jintong had been moved and fantasized about something during those nights in the past, but in the end, the budding emotion was strangled by his reason.

How could Xie Luo accept his situation?

He wasn't even a complete person now.

Sometimes Jiang Jintong would be close to Xie Luo, but sometimes he would have a sense of boundaries with her. The reason was here.

He is also timid.

He is afraid of his own emotions, some people are afraid of the truth of the matter.

No matter which one he is, he is afraid and is deliberately hiding the truth.

The other party was reluctant to speak, which made Xie Luo feel a little awkward. She took two pillows from the sofa and put them close to Jiang Jintong's ears to ease his fear.

Jiang Jintong paused when the pillow touched his ears. He looked up suddenly, his beautiful eyes filled with a myriad of emotions.

"Want a hug?"

"Want a hug?"

"Want a hug?"

 …

The voice came from his mind, there was no picture, only a voice.

Jiang Jintong could no longer tell where the sound came from. He frowned and some images flashed through his mind in a trance.

The girl also brought a sofa pillow over like this, but that time, she didn't cover his ears, but used it to cushion his head.

The thing covering his ears was clearly the other person's hand.