Hey! Leave my ex-boyfriends alone!

Chapter 142: Season 42

Xie Luo broke free from his arms and handed the orange to him.

Although Juzi looked listless, her eyes were always fixed on Xie Luo. She even seemed to have sensed something. She kept calling out to Xie Luo and tugged at her clothes, refusing to leave.

"Orange, be obedient."

Xie Luo called it and managed to stuff the cat into Ji You's arms.

"We can raise it together, don't worry, A Luo."

Xie Luo shook his head and did not directly answer his question: "If you can't raise it, give it to someone else you trust to raise it, and let Orange live happily throughout his life."

"... Ah Luo?"

Her words were so strange that Ji You had to doubt something.

But soon, Ji You encountered Xie Luo's arrangement for him.

Xie Luo stuffed the bank card into his hand, and there was finally some emotion in his eyes.

"There's 200,000 yuan in the card. Thank you for staying with me for so long, but I'm leaving now. Please accept the money."

"Why? Where are you going?"

"... ...Probably leaving here. As long as I'm not alive here, anywhere is fine. I don't know where I will end up."

"Ji You, forget me."

"I don't agree. I know you're very sad now, Luo, but... but everything will be fine, just like how you comforted me in the beginning."

"As long as we don't give up, everything will be fine."

“… ….”

The young man looked anxious, and his complexion did not look very good. He had not been feeling well these days due to excessive blood loss.

As the two of them struggled, the bandaged wound on his wrist was exposed between them.

"What happened to your wrist?"

"Injured."

"... Then take a good rest. We all need a good rest. Everything will be fine after a good night's sleep."

"...Can we not break up?"

Ji You was unwilling to give up. He held the orange and asked again unwillingly. He raised his beautiful eyes and looked at the other party cautiously with a strong pleading look.

"No, I'm leaving now. I can't promise you anything."

"I can leave with you."

"You can't, Ah You, you can't leave with me."

Xie Luo sighed, touched his hand gently, and finally showed his first smile of the day: "How about this, wait for me here tomorrow. If I come back here tomorrow, it means that I have changed my mind and I am willing to stay."

"Then I'll be with you again, okay?"

"...No, I don't think you'll come back."

Ji You was still unwilling to let go. Xie Luo now was the only reality he could grasp, and he couldn't just let Xie Luo leave like that.

Because he was afraid, he always felt that as long as Xie Luo left here, he would never come back.

Never, ever come back again.

"Then there's no way."

Xie Luo forcibly pulled his hand back and became expressionless again: "Do you really want me to make my words so clear? I hate you, I hate that you can never do anything!"

"Do you know how I got that wound on my forehead? Someone tied me up and told me not to get close to you from now on."

"Ji You, let me go, and let yourself go, let's not meet again."

Ji You was frozen in place by her words. He tried frantically to grab her again, but she had already run away.

Orange in his arms was also vomiting, so Ji You had to stop and take Orange to the pet hospital.

Along the way, he kept thinking about Xie Luo's words, his heart was in turmoil, and the more he thought about it, the more terrified he felt.

But Xie Luo had already blocked his phone number, not giving him any chance at all.

Lin Meng could only watch all this with a worried look on her face. She was possessed by a person at the time, but was unable to help Xie Luo. After taking two steps forward, she was squeezed out of that person's body again.

Since her grandmother passed away, Lin Meng has not possessed anyone else.

Her soul has been floating around Xie Luo, watching Xie Luo cut her hair and sell it to make money to treat Orange's illness, watching her get further and further away from her original self.

When Xie Luo returned home, the steamed buns in the cupboard were already covered with mold. They were the breakfast her grandma had made for her, but she had never had time to eat them.

When Xie Luo saw the steamed buns, he was stunned for a moment, and then his eyes lit up as if he saw something happy.

She searched through her grandmother's room and finally pulled out a black bottle with a label torn off, but it was obvious that it was not a good thing.

Lin Meng tried to communicate with Xie Luo, but in the end it was of no avail because Xie Luo could not hear her voice at all.

Xie Luo found a small hoe and buried her ashes under the locust tree behind according to his grandmother's wishes.

She returned home again, and there was only the bottle left on the table. The more Lin Meng looked at it, the more she felt something was wrong.

Finally, Xie Luo walked towards the bottle and unscrewed the lid.

She glanced at the bottle and inexplicably thought of a book she had read in the library.

She forgot the title of the book, couldn't remember the content, but only remembered one thing.

She remembered that there seemed to be a female character who drank pesticides as if they were Coke. People were coming and going in the fields, but no one noticed anything unusual.

What was the mentality of that person when he drank the pesticide?

Xie Luo was unable to understand it at that time, but now he thought of the person in the book, and it seemed that he finally glimpsed a hint of emotion from this moment.

She smiled, then picked up the bottle and put it to her mouth, and she didn't stop until there was no liquid in the bottle.

She threw the bottle on the ground. Gradually, Xie Luo seemed unable to stand. She walked calmly towards the room, then lay on the bed, waiting for the coming of death.

Dying easily would indeed be unfair to many people.

But Xie Luo had no one to feel sorry for. The only people she felt most sorry for were herself and her grandma.

Neither Ji You nor Ju Zi was enough to make her stay in this world.

Ji You will always meet another girl who is truly suitable for him, and Juzi will also be better cared for in a wealthy family and no longer suffer from illness.

And she, Xie Luo, will also leave this world that has brought her so much pain.

People need a reason to live in order to truly live.

Maybe time can really heal everything, but the future time cannot heal Xie Luo of the present.

She couldn't get out any longer.

Maybe she was too fragile and was devastated by just a little setback.

But doesn’t the harm accumulate little by little?

Apart from her grandmother, she had never received any real love.

Maybe Ji You calculated, but in the end he couldn't fill the void in Xie Luo's heart.