Chapter 112 Lu Yuyao Dies in Despair for Love
Chapter 112 Lu Yuyao Dies in Despair for Love
Chapter 112 Lu Yuyao Dies in Despair for Love
For a while, Lu Yuyao's emotional words kept echoing in Xu Pingan's ears, bringing back countless memories in his mind.
It made him short of breath, and there was an urge to agree in his heart.
Xu Pingan took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down. He really couldn't bear Lu Yuyao's affectionate gaze, which made him feel guilty.
In the end, he could only turn around and slowly said: "Yuyao, don't be like this, I have always regarded you as my sister, there is no relationship between a man and a woman..."
However, just after he finished these words, Lu Yuyao's sad crying sounded behind him, crying heart-piercingly and very painfully.
Xu Ping'an's face was stunned, his heart was panicked at this moment, he subconsciously wanted to turn around to comfort Lu Yuyao, but he finally held back.
He understood that maybe it was his all kinds of care and tenderness that caused Lu Yuyao to like him more and more.
Xu Pingan thinks that he is not an emotional person, but now he understands a little bit, for those women who cannot give commitment and responsibility...
From the very beginning, don't let her have any illusions, don't let her have any possibility of falling in love with you, otherwise it will only hurt the other party in the end.
At the beginning, Xu Ping'an didn't understand this truth, so later on, he unknowingly left a debt of love on Bibi Dong, and now it has developed to this point.
For Lu Yuyao, although he knows it's too late to stop it now, if he doesn't stop it, it will only make Bibi Dong and Liu Erlong sad, and even Lu Yuyao herself will be hurt...
Xu Pingan didn't want to see this happen. After all, Lu Yuyao was his best friend, and he had always treated her like a sister.
And for Bibi Dong and Liu Erlong, I can no longer make them sad, I have to be responsible to them!
However, the thoughts come here...
Behind her, Lu Yuyao suddenly opened her arms and hugged Xu Pingan tightly from behind, resting her head on his back and crying bitterly.
This made Xu Ping'an's body tremble involuntarily...
"Ping An, don't look like this, okay? Give me a chance."
"I know I'm too ordinary now, I'm not good enough for you..."
"But in the future we will work hard to change, improve, and strive to make ourselves worthy of you..."
"Ping An, please don't reject me? You are already an indispensable part of my life."
"If I can't be with you, I really don't know how to live...safe..."
Lu Yuyao narrated sadly, the tears seemed to open the dam of the sluice, and the crazily poured out unstoppable, and soon wet Xu Ping'an's clothes.
Xu Pingan clenched his fists tightly, his chest heaved violently and his heart was under tremendous pressure, but he still restrained himself.
"Do I really like Yuyao in my heart? Otherwise, why would I feel so uncomfortable?"
"However, I have always regarded her as my sister, and she is really just my sister..."
"No, Xu Ping'an, you've already let Erlong down once because of Bibidong, now you can't let your heart down and hurt Erlong..."
"You have to think about it, Dong'er and Erlong are already waiting for you, coming back from the Star Dou Forest to prepare a grand wedding for them..."
"How can you accept another woman at this time? Xu Ping'an, hurry up and wake up, you can't make any more mistakes!"
Xu Pingan kept thinking in his heart, the complicated light in his eyes faded for a long time, and he became more determined!
He took another deep breath, shook Lu Yuyao's hands away with a light shake of his arms, and said coldly:
"Yuyao, don't force me anymore."
"I'm already husband and wife with Bibi Dong and Erlong."
"We will get married soon, I hope you can bless us."
"You are a good girl, but I am not a good man, not worthy of your love..."
"I hope you can forget about me. I believe that one day you will be able to meet someone you like again, and the other person also likes you and concentrates on you."
"Yuyao, I've already said what needs to be said, if you still want to keep pestering, then we may not even be friends in the end..."
After Xu Pingan gritted his teeth and said these words, his eyes became wet unconsciously. He didn't understand why he did this, but he had no other choice but to do this!
Behind her, Lu Yuyao was shocked back a few steps, she stared blankly at Xu Pingan in front of her, her body trembling uncontrollably.
She quickly covered her mouth, bit her lips tightly to keep from crying, and didn't let the more uncontrollable tears flow on the ground, making a slight sound that was heard by Xu Ping'an.
Lu Yuyao tried her best to use a normal-sounding voice, forced a smile and said:
"Ping An, I'm sorry, I shouldn't force you, the confession is my business alone, you have the right to refuse."
"I won't pester you anymore, I will silently bless you and Liu Erlong, Bibi Dong..."
"However, I don't want today's incident to affect the relationship between our two friends in the future. Ping An, can you promise me in the end?"
Xu Ping'an nodded heavily and said, "Yuyao, it's great of you to think so. Don't worry, I will forget what happened today..."
"No matter how long it has passed, you will always be my sister Yuyao. I will always remember the good memories we had in the library for more than a year!"
"In the future, I will treat you as my sister. No matter who bullies you, I will still stand up for you as before!"
Xu Pingan was talking excitedly, he felt something strange on his face while talking, and touched it with his hand only to find that it turned out to be tears...
He finally shed tears for Lu Yuyao...
Suddenly, at this moment, Xu Ping'an realized that maybe his feelings for Lu Yuyao had never been like that of a brother to a sister...
Perhaps, if he knew how he felt about Lu Yuyao before he had feelings for Liu Erlong, maybe the person with him now... should be her, right?
Xu Pingan laughed at himself, surprised, bewildered, joyful, regretful, sad and all kinds of emotions rushed into his heart at this moment, stimulating his nerves.
But... it's too late to understand this now, what's the use?I already have Bibidong and Liu Erlong, so I can't continue to hurt Lu Yuyao!
Suddenly, Lu Yuyao's calm voice came from behind:
"Peace, let's play a game."
"Just turn your back to me like this, and then you will count from one to one hundred. Remember not to count so fast, just count once."
"When you finish counting, both of us will forget everything that happened today, and get along according to the previous relationship from now on, okay?"
Xu Pingan took a deep breath, stretched out his hand to pretend to be tickled, quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, tried his best to make his voice more natural, and said a word "Okay!"
Behind her, Lu Yuyao still covered her mouth, her eyes were red and swollen, full of sadness and reluctance, she was already crying into tears.
But she still suppressed herself from crying out loud, because this was her last bit of dignity...
Lu Yuyao continued: "Ping An, then you... start counting... remember not to count so fast, just count one by one..."
"I have to think about it for a while, those good memories we had before..."
Xu Ping'an nodded heavily and said, "Okay!"
"one!"
"two!"
"three!"
"Four……"
He gritted his teeth and counted, and every time he counted, he would pause, flashing through his mind the fond memories of being in the library with Lu Yuyao, and at the same time shed a tear...
Gradually, Xu Ping'an's face was full of tears, and his body trembled undetectably, but he still tried his best to control it, not wanting to be discovered by Lu Yuyao.
Perhaps, the relationship between me and Lu Yuyao shouldn't have appeared from the very beginning, and the best way now is to bury it deeply in my heart...
Xu Pingan resisted and continued to count: "Eleven!"
"twelve!"
"Thirteen!"
"fourteen……"
Behind her, Lu Yuyao looked at the man she loved deeply in front of her. She could already see that Xu Ping'an was crying, but she was holding back.
Lu Yuyao was suddenly very moved. It turned out that he still liked her in his heart, and she was satisfied to know the answer in the end.
"Ping An, I, Lu Yuyao, like you, and I will never regret it..."
"Perhaps this is how this world is. Many times, two people who love each other just can't be together..."
"However, in the end I can know... Knowing that you have me in your heart, I am already satisfied."
"Ping An, don't worry, I won't embarrass you anymore, I won't pester you anymore..."
"I will sincerely bless you, Liu Erlong, and Bibi Dong, but it's a pity that I can't attend your wedding..."
"I will meet you again in the next life, I must meet you sooner in the next life, and make up for the regrets in this life..."
"I really hope to have a next life, otherwise I won't be reconciled! Peace... goodbye, you have to take care in the future..."
"I... Lu Yuyao... will always... love you!"
Lu Yuyao's trembling became more and more severe, she no longer shed tears, but showed blessing eyes...
But in it, there is endless heartache, heartache, reluctance, sadness, pain, and finally a deep farewell...
Immediately, Lu Yuyao gently grabbed the dagger that fell on the ground, and then slashed across her wrist...
For a moment, bright red blood spewed out, making Lu Yuyao's face a little paler, but the arc of her mouth became deeper.
Lu Yuyao lay gently on the ground, and stuffed her bleeding wrist into her bosom to prevent Xu Pingan from discovering the smell of blood too early...
Then she quietly looked at the man she loved in front of her, with a happy smile on her face, her consciousness gradually blurred, but she still tried her best to hold on...
She only hoped that she could see this man one more time before she died, and she would be satisfied...
"55!"
"56!"
"57!"
"58..."
On the other side, Xu Ping'an also cried into tears, his body trembling uncontrollably, and a low choking sound came from his mouth.
So much so that every time he counted, the pause time became longer and longer!
For him, this was an indescribable torment. Those good memories with Lu Yuyao came back like crazy, making him...
The whole heart was stabbed violently, and there was a piercing pain, and these endless emotions gushed out like a tide, Xu Pingan finally couldn't suppress it himself!
"Yuyao, I'm sorry!"
"I... I love you!"
"I don't want to be friends with you, I want to be with you forever!"
Xu Ping'an's emotions were suppressed to the extreme, and at this moment, he broke out completely. He roared like crazy, and turned around suddenly, but saw a scene that made him want to die...
On the ground in front of her, Lu Yuyao lay peacefully in a pool of blood...
Her whole body was already stained red with blood, and she looked extremely miserable...
But there was a happy and reluctant smile on her face, her eyes were slightly closed...
Suddenly, Xu Pingan's pupils shrank violently!
The eyeballs are almost protruding due to being too open!
The tears that could not be stopped... turned into blood!
His world has collapsed!
His emotions have collapsed!
His heart was already riddled with holes like pins and needles!
A terrible pain gushed out from his heart and flowed to every part of his body along with the blood, making Xu Ping'an feel like he was in hell!
The body is eaten by thousands of ant beasts, life is worse than death!
"Yuyao!"
"No!"
Xu Pingan shouted these three words in despair, but seemed to exhaust all his strength.
Immediately, he rushed forward and fell in a pool of blood before Lu Yuyao.
Even rolling and crawling, his whole body was covered with blood, but he didn't care at all.
Finally, Xu Ping'an came to Lu Yuyao's side and held her tightly in his arms.
Her body was icy cold, without any temperature...
Then, Lu Yuyao's hand that was hidden in her bosom fell out, the wound on her wrist was still bleeding, but because of too much blood, now it was only flowing out slowly...
Xu Ping'an's expression now cannot be described in words at all, his eyes are full of deep self-blame, guilt, and heartache!
"Yuyao, why are you doing this!"
"Do you know that if you do this, I will regret it for the rest of my life!"
"You are so stupid, so stupid..."
"Yuyao, I'm sorry for you, it's all because I don't have the courage..."
"Actually... Actually, I like you too!"
"Don't worry, I won't let you die!"
"When you wake up, you will be my girlfriend!"
"No matter who it is now, it can no longer stop us from being together!"
"Second Soul Skill, Turn the Stars!"
"treat!"
Xu Pingan condensed the Nine Gods Brush, obtained the ability of a 15-year-old healing soul beast, and then input a steady stream of power into Lu Yuyao!
Now, Xu Ping'an has only one thought, no matter what the price is, he must wake Lu Yuyao up!
As long as Lu Yuyao wakes up, he will confess to her without hesitation, and this time he must make her agree to him!
Immediately, the small secret room was filled with a pungent smell of blood, disgusting and unpleasant.
And on the ground, at the corner.
Qian Renxue was unconscious, with a painful expression on her face.
In the center of the pool of blood, Xu Ping'an held Lu Yuyao tightly in his arms and healed her with all his soul power.
At this time, the two of them were wet, and they were all stained red by the cold blood, looking extremely creepy.
In this way, time passed bit by bit.
In the embrace, the paleness on Lu Yuyao's face gradually faded and was replaced by the blood color, and her body was no longer cold and a little warmer.
As for Xu Ping'an, due to the massive consumption of soul power at this time, his complexion is already very ugly...
But seeing Lu Yuyao who was recovering quickly in his arms, a smile appeared on his lips unconsciously, and his eyes were excited.
After a long time, the eyelashes on Lu Yuyao's face in her arms furrowed, and then she slowly opened her eyes amidst a struggle...
Chapter 3.
Ladies and gentlemen, the author himself is already crying, so don't scold...
I am in a hurry to write the next chapter, so I can't fix the typos right away, please bear with me...
In the next chapter, there will be a satisfactory result...
(End of this chapter)
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