vrcanaries Chapter 187 Sunshine Depression
Chapter 187 Sunshine Depression
"The gangster slashed the primary school student and was scared away by AIDS"
The news instantly made headlines on major news outlets and sparked heated discussions.
I don't know who filmed the scene and posted it online with the beginning and the end cut out, leaving only the part where Yan Xizhao crazily asked the gangster to chop her. Her aura was so strong that even the gangster seemed three points weaker than her.
As soon as this social hot spot emerged, netizens flocked to participate.
"Why do I feel that this AIDS patient is scarier than this criminal? Is she mentally ill?"
"No matter what her purpose was, if she rushed over and the criminals chopped her first and then stabbed the children, the consequences would be disastrous!"
"After thinking about what the above person said, it's really scary. Maybe these two people are actually in the same group. They just want to take revenge on society because of their illness. Later, the man came to his senses and didn't harm the child again. I suggest the police to investigate this woman carefully..."
The few comments that praised Yan Xizhao's bravery were quickly drowned out by countless negative comments and insults. Yan Xizhao's personal information was also quickly exposed.
"I know this woman. She really has AIDS! She used to be a nurse at a tertiary hospital, but was fired by the hospital because of this disease!"
"He is from our city's medical university. When he was in school, he relied on his good looks and had a very chaotic private life. I didn't expect him to become like this now. This kind of person is so scary..."
Yan Xizhao felt her blood rushing up, and she wanted to smash the computer, but then she thought, what's the point of smashing the computer? How can she control the mouth of someone else?
Yan Xizhao never expected that she would save people sincerely and risk her life to block the knife. In order to scare the criminals, she would even expose her own pain in public. In fact, she really did it.
At the critical moment, none of the security guards, parents, and passers-by dared to rush forward to protect the students and fight the criminals. She was the only patient, and because she was a patient, she subconsciously believed that even if she sacrificed her life to save the lives of so many children, it would be worth it, and she had the courage to face life and death.
She treats the world with the greatest kindness, but why does reality give her back so much malice? Does she have to be portrayed as a person who "takes revenge on society maliciously" just because she has this disease?
How could those so-called classmates and alumni know about her private life? It's just that her heart is dirty and everything she sees is unclean.
Do they not have to bear any psychological burden by slandering her anonymously on the Internet? Do these people feel relieved when they make her suffer?
Yan Xizhao's current confusion was even worse than when she first learned that she was sick. She felt overwhelmed by the negative comments on the Internet. She wanted to shout, to ask for help, to find someone to help her, even to comfort her or to listen to her talk, but she couldn't find anyone.
There was a rapid ringing of the phone.
Is it Sister Hao?
Yes, Sister Hao, she will definitely understand me.
Yan Xizhao couldn't wait to answer the phone.
"Xiao Yan, do you know how much trouble you have caused? Now An An's classmates at school are talking about An An, and they are just about to point at An An's nose and say that his family has AIDS. There are also rumors that An An himself has AIDS. An An is completely isolated at school. An An cries every day and now he can't even go to school..."
There was a hint of complaint in Sister Hao's voice amidst her urgency.
"With our family's current situation, how can we support An An's transfer to another school? Isn't this going to cost me my life?"
Yan Xizhao's heart sank to the bottom.
"But... I saved An An's life..."
Sister Hao disagreed and gave Yan Xizhao a well-reasoned analysis.
"I've asked around, and the children injured by the gangster were all slightly injured, and their lives are not in danger. Let's not talk about whether the gangster would really hurt An An if you didn't show up. Even if he did, the school has insured the children, and the gangster's family will have to pay compensation..."
Yan Xizhao couldn't believe that these words came from a mother.
"Sister Hao, are you saying that I did something wrong? Under the circumstances at that time, who could tell whether the injury was minor or serious? How could I weigh the pros and cons? To risk the child's life?"
Sister Hao sighed, "Xiao Yan, I know you may have good intentions, but your good intentions turned into bad things! To put it bluntly, the one who really hurt An An was not the criminal, but you!"
"For patients like us, privacy is the most important thing! Once it's revealed that you have this disease, no one cares why you got it, you'll be criticized for the rest of your life! You can see this from the comments online now, this is the lesson!"
"Xiao Yan, because your personal behavior is too dangerous and too radical, plus there is so much discussion online now, many patients are very scared, you... should take the initiative to withdraw from the group..."
The phone slipped...
"Hey, Xiaoyan, are you listening? If you don't leave the group, I can only kick you out..."
After waiting for a long time without any reply from Yan Xizhao, Sister Hao hung up the phone.
"Hahaha……"
Yan Xizhao suddenly laughed out loud, unable to control herself.
She still holds out hope?
An AIDS patient actually tried to be a brave man?
A person who is destined to live in darkness for the rest of his life and cannot see the light, actually still wants to love life?
Reality told her that she was not a savior, but just a rat crossing the street!
It's so sad and ridiculous...
Yan Xizhao felt suffocated in the darkness...
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"Brother Song Jin, I don't know how to act, but I know how to watch a play. Why do I feel that Sister Xi... this is too real, it doesn't seem like an act~"
Lili and Song Jin watched Qin Xi perform freely from the side. Recently, Chen Bingxia no longer shouted "action" and "cut". He just wanted to use super long lenses to capture all of Qin Xi's emotions until Qin Xi was completely drained.
Song Jin frowned and shook his head, "She is completely immersed in the role. She no longer looks like Qin Xi anymore. She is completely Yan Xizhao!"
"Director Chen is really amazing. He forced Qin Xi, a technical person, to become an experiential person. Qin Xi has indeed achieved 'oneness with the role' and has achieved unprecedented resonance with the role. But the experiential person is distressed and sad, especially for such a role. Qin Xi is privately... okay?"
Lili pondered over it, "There's nothing wrong with her mental state. She seems to laugh more than before, and her creative passion is unusually high. It's just that her appetite has not been very good, and she has been suffering from insomnia recently. She asked me to get her some sleeping pills..."
Song Jin: “!!!”
"Is this normal? Isn't this a precursor to depression?"
Lili was skeptical. "No way, is Sister Xi okay? She doesn't seem to be sad or disappointed~"
Song Jin covered his face, "Haven't you heard of sunshine-type depression?"
Lili: “!!!”
No way! I'm such a good boss! How can I get depressed just because of a crappy movie?