vrcanaries Chapter 39: The Poisonous Tongue Childhood General 7
Chapter 39: The Poisonous Tongue Childhood General 7
Qi Yu's face was full of hurt. He looked at Jiang Wan in disbelief. He could never have imagined that in her heart, he was so unbearable!
"Jiang Wan, is this how you think of me?" Qi Yu's heart suddenly ached, an indescribable pain slowly spread from his heart to his limbs.
Jiang Wan didn't answer. He just looked at him coldly and left with the others.
Qi Yu knew that he was sorry for her, and he also knew that Jiang Wan hated him, but he never thought that Jiang Wan's disgust for him would be so deep.
Qi Yu leaned against the tree, watching Jiang Wan's resolute back as she left, his whole body shaking violently. He wanted to call her, but his throat seemed to be strangled tightly, and he was in so much pain that he couldn't make a sound.
Late at night, Qi Yu felt heartbroken.
Finally, he couldn't hold on any longer and made the most shameful decision.
The second time Qi Yu visited the Grand Tutor's Mansion at night, he was somewhat familiar with the route.
Standing beside Jiang Wan's bed, Qi Yu was unable to move.
He shrank back in fear, but the piercing pain urged him to take a step forward and get things clear with Jiang Wan!
Time passed bit by bit, Qi Yu stood there motionless for a long time. Even though his whole body was stiff and cold, he still couldn't resist the chill rising from the bottom of his heart.
After a long time, Qi Yu finally moved. He squatted beside Jiang Wan's bed and whispered: "Jiang Wan..."
Jiang Wan seemed to be soundly asleep and didn't hear him speak at all.
The courage that he had just mustered seemed to be punctured directly. Qi Yu's throat rolled with difficulty, but he was unable to utter a second sound.
Forget it, Qi Yu, you and Jiang Wan are not from the same world. If you like her, you should let her go and let her live a happy and healthy life. Go away and don't disturb her anymore!
But thinking this in his mind, when the moment came to leave, Qi Yu felt as if his feet had taken root and he couldn't move at all.
The person he had liked for a long time, the person he had always loved deep in his heart, had obviously walked towards him boldly and sincerely, how could he bear to give up on her now!
Seeing Jiang Wan with another man, his heart was trembling with pain!
He was jealous to the point of madness. He wanted to tear apart everything that was in his way. He wanted Jiang Wan to have only him by his side!
The temptation in his heart continued, clamoring for him to wake up Jiang Wan, hug her tightly in his arms, and tell her that she can only belong to him!
......
While Qi Yu was making a difficult decision, Jiang Wan was happily looking at the screen.
He deserved the abuse because he ignored me before!
However, after waiting for too long, Qi Yu still did not move, and Jiang Wan became a little anxious.
So, she planned to give an assist.
While Qi Yu was still worrying secretly, Jiang Wan turned over and faced him directly.
For a moment, Qi Yu was so frightened that even his breathing stopped.
Only when he heard Jiang Wan's steady breathing did he dare to relax.
Fortunately, Jiang Wan didn't wake up. If she saw him being rude and breaking into her bedroom, she would probably hate him even more.
His thoughts finally came back to him, and Qi Yu wanted to leave, but when he glanced at Jiang Wan's sleeping face, his heart softened.
His little girl is so beautiful even when she is sleeping.
When Jiang Wan fell asleep, she was not as distant and dignified as she was during the day, but had the innocence of a young girl. Her long eyelashes were thick and curled, her plump lips were slightly parted, her brows were relaxed, and her breathing was shallow, as if she had let down all her defenses.
Qi Yu selfishly thought that if he could always see Jiang Wan’s sleeping face, he would definitely be the happiest man in the world.
Unfortunately, this misty and lingering atmosphere was completely shattered the next moment.
Jiang Wanying opened her lips slightly and whispered softly: "Xie Changshu..."
In an instant, Qi Yu's face turned pale with anger.
Xie Changshu, Xie Changshu, it’s fine that you help him during the day, but you even call his name when he sleeps!
Qi Yu's heart felt like it was pierced with needle holes, and the jealousy in his eyes overflowed.
Feeling angry and angry, Qi Yu took a deep breath and finally made up his mind to have it clear with Jiang Wan!
He couldn't stand it anymore. He couldn't stand Jiang Wan falling in love with someone else. He couldn't stand Jiang Wan being so caring towards others. He wanted to find out clearly whether she still had him in her heart. He didn't care even if she hated him.
He only knew that if he didn't find out Jiang Wan's feelings, he would probably explode.
Jiang Wan's nose was pinched. When she woke up and saw the dark shadow beside the bed, she subconsciously wanted to scream, but Qi Yu covered her mouth directly.
"Don't scream, it's me, Qi Yu."
After seeing who was coming, Jiang Wan stopped talking. She sat up, pulled the quilt around herself, kept a distance from Qi Yu, and looked at him coldly.
"What are you doing here? You don't do good things during the day, and at night you only want to sneak into my boudoir and ruin my reputation. Qi Yu, do you hate me so much?"
This cold questioning eliminated most of Qi Yu's anger, and he gradually came to his senses.
"I...I don't hate you, Jiang Wan, I have never hated you..."
"But I hate you!" Jiang Wan's eyes were cold, "I hate you, Qi Yu, so can you leave now?"
With just this one sentence, all the words Qi Yu wanted to say were stuck in his throat.
He stammered for a long while before whispering, "I don't believe it. I don't believe you hate me so much..."
Jiang Wan sneered and said sarcastically, "You rejected my proposal and trampled on my face. I have never suffered such humiliation since I was a child. How can I not hate you? Or do you think I am willing to be a lowly person, and even if I was rejected by you, I still beg and plead to continue to like you?"
Qi Yu was speechless.
Yes, who is Jiang Wan? She is the legitimate daughter of the Grand Tutor’s Mansion. How could such a proud person like her endure such humiliation?
He hated himself for his past cowardice, but things had already happened and he couldn't change it.
All he could do was double his efforts to make up for it.
And tonight is his last chance.
Qi Yu knelt beside Jiang Wan's bed, his hands at his sides clutching his sleeves so tightly that his knuckles turned white.
"Wanwan, it was all my fault before. I was too cowardly and afraid of dragging you into a whirlpool, so I rejected you... In fact, I have liked you for a long time. You are so cute, and you can scold me fiercely, but you can also be nice to me and give me lessons. How could I not be moved?"
"I beg you, please give me another chance. I beg you, please don't like someone else, please like me one more time, Wanwan..."
Jiang Wan didn't seem to expect Qi Yu to say such a thing. After a moment of stunned silence, she turned her head away mercilessly, "Saying this now? It's too late. Can the harm you have caused me be made up by a few words?"
Looking at the girl's resolute profile, Qi Yu felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife, his whole body was cold and his hands and feet were numb.
His face was very pale, with red at the corners of his eyes, and he looked at Jiang Wan pleadingly.
"Wanwan, please don't do this, okay? I beg you, give me another chance..."
"As long as you tell me, I will do whatever you want me to do. I can't stand other men standing next to you. I want you to have only me by your side..."